Tersentuh Hati

Assalamualaikum...
Recently, Farahin mudah tersentuh hati. Bukan kecil hati atau ambil hati terhadap sesuatu mahupun seseorang tetapi tersentuh yang melibatkan perasaan terharu yang menyebakkan. This happened since three days ago. The first day when I joined a camping organised by Puteri Islam STABK.

Semasa dalam perjalanan pergi, the bus driver played a movie of Pada Suatu Cinta Dahulu. A love comedy movie. Sorry to say. It was my first time watching it. Tapi Farahin tak berapa berkenan dengan cara watak Zainal menyampaikan dialog cintan-cintunnya. It's kind of annoying. Hehe. Tapi pemegang watak tu memang handsome. As a malay boy, quite good. Hidung mancung. lol. Apa yang membuat Farahin tersentuh hati ialah babak terakhir dalam movie tu. Bila Nal luahkan perasaan dia terhadap Ain. So romantic. As I read it, mata Farahin mula berair. I don't know why. And suddenly, terdetik di hati Farahin andai saja aku mungkin melihat dia berbuat sedemikian kepada aku. Yes. I'm talking about my last puppy love. Huhu

Second, semasa acara penutup camping tersebut, kami ada mengadakan acara membuat rumusan masing-masing. Setiap ahli Puteri Islam wajib memberi pandangan mereka berkenaan camping tersebut. Ramai juga yang merungut tentang sesuatu yang negatif. Tetapi as the teachers advised us to be grateful for everything that we've during the camping, again mata Farahin berair. I really don't know what was the reason. However, I agreed about what've the teachers said. Be grateful for everything. Even tidak sempurna dan ada sedikit kekurangan, but half is better than none, right? Alhamdulillah :)

Third, sebelum balik, Kami ahli Puteri Islam STABK terketar-ketar mengucapkan maaf kepada couch dan abang-abang yang telah banyak membantu dalam menjayakan camping itu. Yalah. Sepanjang camping itu, some of us suka membentak dan melenting out of blue dengan kenakalan abang-abang dan idea gila-gila couch. Honestly, like apa yang telah cikgu katakan, they're better than couch dari PLKN, Tentera, etc. Mereka nakal tapi tak jahat. Mungkin mereka teruja tengok awek-awek pink datang ke resort mereka. Hoho XD

Forth, couch kami bernama Encik Khairul. Pada waktu siang, beliau berperwatakan tegas dan garang. Tetapi apabila masuk waktu malam, he could be say is better than a father. Beliau imamkan kami, beri tazkirah kepada kami seperti seorang bapa yang sangat penyayang dan lemah lembut malah beliau melawak untuk kami. Apabila menjadi makmumnya dan dilayan seperti seorang anak gadis, hati Farahin tersentuh dan sekali lagi mata Farahin berair.

Fifth, pada hari kami telah selesai menjalankan aktiviti Kembara II, Encik Khairul ada memberi sepatah dua kata. Pada hari itu kami mengadakan aktiviti meredah paya bakau. Encik Khairul menceritakan bagaimana beliau dan abang-abang yang lain telah meredah paya itu terlebih dahulu demi memastikan keselamatan kami ketika meredah kawasan itu. Mereka sehinggakan tercedera berjahit, bertampal bagai. Menyedari tentang itu, Farahin tersentuh hati. Padanlah tiada pacat naik ke kaki. lol

Sixth, dalam perjalanan balik, the bus driver played sebuah kuliah dari seorang ustaz yang menjadi feveret Farahin iaitu Ustaz Bollywood. Hee. Tazkirah itu bertajuk Sucikan Jiwa Yang Jahat. Each time ustaz itu menyanyikan salawat dan zikir dengan penuh syahdu, hati Farahin bergetar meskipun dada terasa lapang. Sehingga itu, mata Farahin berair lagi. Huhu. But then, Farahin terlelap juga setelah sejam menahan rasa mengantuk yang semakin menebal. Hee

I shared about this feeling with my bestie, Raidah. Dia kata maybe sebab Farahin dalam keadaan 'normal'. Normal yang bagaimana? Farahin ini asalnya seorang yang agak kerap menampakkan wajah tiada perasaan meskipun Farahin sedang bersedih, ketakutan atau gembira. Berlagak cool memanjang. Haha. She might be right. Yep. Farahin sangat gembira mengikuti kem ini. Too much I've learnt but it's still doesn't enough. Sampaikan Farahin hilang Dark-Side of me. Huhu


ps: next post, i'll share about our activities during the camping. Wink wink! InshaAllah


ELFiction: Bake The Love (Lee Dong Hae)

Source: Google


Yeehaa! It's have been so long I don't create any fiction. Tadaa! Do read, do comment and do love it! Haha :D


In your way back from school, usually you will go through line of shops and stalls. There was a bakery shop which sold lot of buns, breads, cakes and many more. However, that wasn’t the reason you comes into the shop almost each day. Actually, it was because of a baker that you had fallen love with. The baker name Lee Dong Hae.

You: Wahh! They look so yummy! –excited-
Baker: Haha. –happy- We’ve new bun which is bake by Chef Lee. Do you want?
You: Jinjja? Kyaa! Give me one. No. Two. No no no. Three.
Baker: I’ll give you four then. We’ve prepared one free bun for the first 100 clients.
You: Jinjja? Wah! I’m so lucky!
Baker: Yes, you’re. Here’re your buns.
You: -smelling- Wah! It smells good. Like Chef Lee’s. Huhu. Oh! Chef Lee, eoddiya?
Baker: He went to shop some ingredients. He said that he’ll bake new cake.
You: Jinjja? Kyaa! I wish to be the first to taste the cake. Can I?
Baker: Then you should come here everyday.
You: Yep! I will. Huhu.
Kling! The bell of the shop was ringing.
DongHae: Hyung, I’m back.
You: Oh! Annyeonghaseyo, Chef Lee! –happy-
DongHae: Pfft! Yah, what’re you doing here? –annoyed-
You: Bwoya? I’m buying your buns here. Look! –show the plastic bag-
DongHae: Pfft! Then, what? Daga.
You: Ahh, you’re so rude to me. I’m a customer you know, right. You should respect me.
DongHae: Yah. If you went to zoo each day, the tiger even lost his appetite because of you.
Baker: Chef Lee. You shouldn’t say that to her. She’s a nice girl. She bought your buns also.
You: -smile- Hihi. Err I should go now. Thank you for the buns.
Baker: Yae yae. Take care.
DongHae: Don’t come again tomorrow. For once.
You: -pout- Yah, Chef Lee. You shouldn’t say that to your customer. Anyway, you smell good today. Like these buns. Huhu. –pervert-
DongHae: Bwo? –annoyed-


On the next day, you went to the bakery shop again. But on that day was a little different. Usually you would went into the shop without anything except a heavy purse and out from the shop with bag of buns or cakes. But on that day, you brought some buns which have lemon flavor that you bake by yourself for the bakers, including Chef Lee.

You: Annyeonghaseyo! –happy-
Baker: Oh, _______! Are you coming to buy buns again?
You: Nope! 
Baker: Bwo? Wu..wae? Is there any problem about the previous bun? –worried-
You: No no, it isn’t. The buns taste very delicious. I even forgot my dinner because my stomach was full because of the buns. Huhu
Baker: It is because Chef Lee’s bun, right?
You: Hehe. Oh! I bake these buns last night. Will you taste it for me?
Baker: Wah! Are you going to be a baker also?
You: No. I don’t think so. I’m not good in cooking or anything. I’m only good in painting and drawing.
Baker: I take one okay. –ate the bun-
You: -nervous- How is it? I took a recipe from internet.
Baker: It tastes good. The flavor also. But it’s quite hard to chew. You should focus on the fermentation more.
You: Jinjja? Kamsahabnida. Err I bake it for the others too. And don’t forget to let Chef Lee taste it also. Hihi.
Baker: Arasseo. ________. Can I ask you something?
You: Nae?
Baker: Are you really likes Chef Lee?
You: Uh? Err yae. You even know that right? Waeyo?
Baker: Aniya. But I think you’re too young to be his girlfriend. He’s like brother to you.
You: Arasseo. I wish I’ll grow faster and make Chef Lee fall to my charm. Huhu.
Baker: Ahh, I can see that you really like that stupid guy.
You: Hikhik. Erm where’s he?
Baker: He’s not here today. He went out with his family. There will be a wedding on the next month.
You: Bwo? Wedding?
Baker: -nod-
You: Err arasseo. I’ve to go now. Annyeong. –bowed- Wedding? Does Chef Lee going to married? –mental breakdown-


All day and night, you think about Chef Lee’s wedding. It was unexpected that you would lose your chance to have Chef Lee beside you. Till then, you fall sick and got swollen eyes because of crying too much. You absence your school and even didn’t comes to the shop. After three days, then you backed to school with healthy body but a sick heart.

The school just ended. You didn’t plan to go to the bakery shop on that day because you still didn’t finish with your heartbroken. Plus, you didn’t know how to face Chef Lee if you meet. As you walked out from the school gate, suddenly you saw Chef Lee was standing under the street lamp in front of the school.

You: Oh! Chef Lee? –shocked-
DongHae: -acrossed the road-
You: I even can smell him from far. How can I forget him then? It must be painful. Chef Lee..
DongHae: Hey, kid. Why don’t you go to the bakery these three days?
You: being cruel as usual.. Ha? Err I had fever three days ago. That’s why. But, waeyo?
DongHae: Nothing. It just feels weird when you didn’t come to the shop. Chef Han is worrying you.
You: Oh! Mianhae.
DongHae: Err will your parents get mad if you late home?
You: Ani. If there anything, I can call or message them. Wae?
DongHae: Follow me.
You: Uh? Eoddi?
DongHae: My house.
You: Bwo?! Andwae! You shouldn’t do that to a girl who still studying and under age! –walked backwards-
DongHae: Bwoya? I want to let you taste my new cake. Plus, you ever wished to be the first to taste it, right?
You: Err how did you know?
DongHae: Chef Jun told me. Gaja! Walk faster or you may be left behind. –leave-


As you arrived at Lee Dong Hae’s house, you were not surprised to smell buns all around the house. Besides, you love it more.

You: I love the smell. It is buns, right?
DongHae: Let’s go to the kitchen.
You: Omo! The kitchen is very wide! You must be loves to stay here more than in your room.
DongHae: I’m going to bake. You sit there and watching only. Don’t touch anything.
You: Pfft! You’re treating me like a 3 years child.


You watched Chef Lee baking in his kitchen. He looked very serious and focused. However, you didn’t see that fierce face that he used to show it to you. You saw a calm face that full of love and sincerity. He looked more charming in that way. 

You: Are you done? -boring- If you let me, can I’ve the cake even without topping? Because I’m very hungry. You should give me buns while I was watching you.
DongHae: It wouldn’t be a nice cake if without topping.
You: It’s not the appearance is important. The taste is. No matter how it looks like, it will breaking down by our gastric juice in the stomach.
DongHae: Does that thought let you bake buns that taste right but hard to bite like a stone?
You: Bwo?
DongHae: I ate your buns. The taste is good. But..
You: Ya ya..it’s hard like stones. Not good for the old teeth like yours.
DongHae: -smile-
You: Oh! Are you smiling? Ah, jinjja! I never saw you smiling.
DongHae: You’re so cute. –patted your head- Huhu.
You: He beings normal and friendly to me. This is unexpected. Kyaa!


The time is just nine. Chef Lee and you were having the cake that was bake by him.

You: Aishh, I lost my appetite as I look at the cute topping. That’s why I asked you to not put the topping. And I most bought your buns than the cakes because they’re too cute to be eaten.
DongHae: If you don’t have it, then you would lose the chance.
You: Erk yae. I’ll eat it.
DongHae: -giggle-
You: Bwoya? He’s smiling again. –enchanted-
DongHae: Why are you staring at me like that?
You: Why are you acted like that? It’s very scary.
DongHae: -giggle-
You: You did it again.
DongHae: -comes near you-
You: -absolutely enchanted-
DongHae: -gently kissed you-
You: I’m dying. –shocked-
DongHae: It taste good. –giggle-
You: Andwae! He’s going to married, right? He shouldn’t.. Nappeun namja.
DongHae: Bwoya?
You: You shouldn’t do this to your future wife. You’re getting married. –angry-
DongHae: Ha?
You: -rushing out from the house- He dares to do this to me? How could he? It is not because I’m under age so he could treat me as what he wants to. Bad old man! –sobbing-


Lee Dong Hae ran to the bakery shop as he got instinct that __________ might be there. As he arrived right in front of the bakery, there was no one except himself and the shadow. Sigh. But then he heard a voice sobbing. He looked around and saw a shadow of a girl under the street lamp. He neared the girl and that was ___________.

DongHae: You shouldn’t stand there. Anyone will notice a girl who crying under the street lamp.
You: There were about two to three cars went through here. But not even one makes their sound. Yet you’re the first noticed this girl. Tsk.
DongHae: -hugged you- Shall I say sorry? Hmm but I’ve no wrong to you. I’m sure.
You: You should say sorry for loving other woman. You’ve hurt my heart. I don’t want that woman get you first before me.
DongHae: Bwo? Woman? Who?
You: -looked up to him- Is it that you will get married soon?
DongHae: Ha? I’m not.
You: But Chef Jun said that you went shopping with your family for the wedding next month.
DongHae: Ahh, that’s my cousin’s wedding. How can you think that I’m going married?
You: No idea. But why did you kissed me? And now you’re hugging me?
DongHae: Err ehem! –tighter his hug- Hahh it’s very cold, right? –awkward-
You: Bwo? –weird- What’s happening? I can hear his heartbeat going fast.
DongHae: I love you.
You: -shocked- Bwoya?! –pushed him away-
DongHae: Yah, can you do it slowly?
You: Don’t say it if you don’t meant it. I know that I’m younger than you but I also know what love is. Stop playing to my heart. –strict-
DongHae: Geez! –suddenly kissed you deeply- I meant it.
You: Jinjja?
DongHae: -nod- Saranghae, _________.
You: Finally. –happy-


You were in your journey backed to home accompanied by Chef Lee. You had bundle of nerve when walking beside him. You even couldn’t stop yourself from smiling all the time.

DongHae: Don’t be so excited. I may leave you tomorrow.
You: Bwo?!
DongHae: -giggle- I’m just kidding. –smiling- Give me your hand.
You: Bwoya? –lent him your hand-
DongHae: -put off his right glove- Wear this on your right. And this side let it be in here with mine. –smiling-
You: -smiling- I never thought that you’re kind of romantic. Saranghaeyo, Chef Lee.


As both of you arrived in front of your house, both of you were ready to say goodbye.

DongHae: Does I’ve to tell your parents that you went to my house?
You: Gwaenchana. I’ve told them. Ermm goodnight. Bye.
DongHae: Don’t forget to come to the bakery tomorrow. –happy-
You: I wouldn’t.


When you went into the house, you just noticed that you still wearing Lee Dong Hae’s glove.

You: Oh! I should give it back to him tomorrow. –looked at left hand- This hand is warmer than the right one. Huhu. His hand is like an oven that suitable to bake my love. Hikhik–happy-


ps: Kyaa! I lack of ideas but I still wanted to create a fiction. Hihi. Pabo!

Mencari Jalan Kembali – Masih Ada Yang Sayang


Jauh sudah perjalananku
Menurut langkah kaki, mengikut kata hati
Jalan yang hidup dirasakan murni
Membawa diri kealam mimpi
Masih adakah sinar menanti dihujung jalan ini
Atau perlu aku cari jalan kembali?

Dimana jalan pulang yang dicari
Jalan kanan atau kiri
Atau jalan lurus tak bengkok lagi?

Aku memandang sekeliling
Merenung kelangit sepi
Mengapa bumi tempat berdiri terasa asing
Sedangkan disini ibu pertiwi

Hidup ini memang celaru
Jika tiada iman dikalbu
Menyuluh jalan gelapku berliku

Jalan kembali perlu dicari
Walau menempuh onak dan duri
Tersesat beerti tewas abadi
Menyalahkan takdir menunggu mati.

Biar langkah bertatih, bukan meratap sedih,
Semadikan detik hitam kelmarin dalam sejarah
Semoga esok terbit pelangi nan indah
Setinggi gunung seluas lautan
Aku pasrah penuh harapan
Untuk kembali kepangkal jalan
Kerana disana
MASIH ADA YANG SAYANG

credit to: Luka Rafieqa


Selamat Pengantin Baru!

Assalamualaikum..
Wink wink! Nampak tajuk tu? Haa siapakah yang kahwin itu? Farahin?? Omo! Lama lagilah. Calon pun tak ada. Huhu. Actually tadi Farahin pergi jemputan kahwin di kawasan perumahan ni. Dua beradik bersanding serentak. Jimat kos, kan? Haha.

Tadi sempat ushar pengantin-pengantin lelaki kena ganyang dengan pihak pengantin perempuan. I dunno lah apa yang diorang buat. Tak faham pun. Pantunlah, apalah, bla bla bla. Tapi tengok pengantin-pengantin lelaki tu malu-malu kucing, Farahin pun naik geli hati.

Dalam hati Farahin memuji pengantin-pengantin lelaki. Pasti mereka lelaki yang hebat kerana mereka mampu sampai ke tahap ini. Mereka berjaya menemukan rusuk kiri mereka yang hilang. Then bersemuka pula dengan ibu pengantin. Berseri-seri muka dia. Senyum saja. Farahin yang konon beraura hitam ni pun jadi kekok dengan orang segembira dia. Farahin tak tahu nak buat rupa macam mana.

Melihat dua pasangan pengantin ini buat hati Farahin berbisik, adakah ini sebuah dorongan?? Dorongan untuk aku bahawa ketahuilah cinta itu pasti wujud. Lelaki itu pasti wujud. Pemilik rusuk kiri itu memang wujud.

Dulu masa kecik-kecik kalau pergi majlis kahwin ingat nak makan dan curi bungan manga dan telur rebus je. Tapi hari ini bila pergi ke majlis makan, hati Farahin rasa tak sedap. Fikiran jadi runsing tiba-tiba. Sebab hari ni Farahin menganggap perkahwinan itu sesuatu yang susah dan serius.

Tapi macam manapun, masih susah Farahin nak percaya. Akal ini tetap dengan cara sempitnya. Ada soalan yang ditanyakan pada diri ini dengan perasaan yang tidak ingin menerima. Masih wujudkah cinta itu? Benarkah ia wujud? Wujudkah lelaki itu? Lelaki yang akan hilangkan perasaan takut ini?? Lelaki yang akan buat aku lupakan kesakitan ini?? Benar dia wujud???

Memikirkan soalan-soalan begitu, Farahin sendiri jadi sakit hati. Air mata pun rasa nak mengalir.  Kemudian teringat Farahin kepada dia. Kenapa Farahin terlalu sayangkan dia?? Dia sendiri dah mengaku dia bukan pemilik rusuk ini. Kenapa Farahin tetap nak abadikan jiwa ni kepada dia?? Dia cuma cinta monyet. Cinta monyet yang memberikan perasaan seperti cinta pertama.

Adat permainan. Manusia akan bermain-main pada asalnya untuk suka-suka. Tetapi apabila tiba pertengahan, tiba-tiba permainan itu menjadi sesuatu yang serius. Seseorang harus kalah dan seorang lagi harus menang. Farahin cuma bermain-main tapi tak tahu pula Farahin tiba-tiba ingin menang.

Hari ini Farahin cuma menjadi penonton kepada permainan dan menahan diri daripada masuk ke dalam gelanggang. Farahin seperti seorang yang kalah di sini. Seperti bekas pemain ragbi yang menahan diri daripada masuk ke gelanggan permainan dan mencederakan dirinya di padang hanya untuk menang. Diambil pula dari lirik lagu The Day We Broke Up by ZE:A Five, "Tidak apakah begini? Tidak apakah jika aku melupakanmu begini?" Ya. Persoalan itu sentiasa berbunyi dalam hati Farahin, Huhu

Cinta, Pasangan, Teman Lelaki, Perkahwinan, hari ini Farahin mula menganggap semua benda itu sesuatu yang susah dan serius. Sesuatu yang sangat berisiko. Sampai Farahin takut untuk bermain lagi sungguhpun hati ini mahu.

Cinta bagi Farahin hari ini umpama jurang yang tiada jalan keluar. Kalau sudah terjun ke dalamnya, jangan mimpi untuk panjat keluar. Bermainlah dengannya sehingga menang atau mati sahaja. Sungguh! Ia sungguh menakutkan bagi diri ini.

Wahai Hawa, usah sempitkan dirimu kepada pemilik rusuk yang bukan memilikimu. Ia akan menyakitinya dan dirimu juga :)
ps: Tahniah kepada pengantin baru itu!



Soalan Cepumas Kepada Mangsa Tag


Assalamualaikukm...
Lalalala~ Wah wah wah Farahin ni. Sampai ke blog pun nak menyanyi juga. Well, Mid Year exam dah habislah katakann. Hehe. Okey. Tak nak cerita panjang. Ini ada seorang eunnie tag Farahin untuk JOIN ini sebuah segmen berantai. Huhu. Haa jom ushar terms & conditions :

Few rules need to be followed:
1. Post this rules
2. Write 11 thing about yourself
3. Answer the question the tagger set to you
4. Create 11 new question for those you want to tag
5. Choose 11 bloggers to be tagged and link them to the post
6. You are not allowed to tag back

Okey. Dah habis baca? Jom start mengarang. Hihi. Haihh Paper Bahasa Melayu dah lama lepas. Tak sangka kena mengarang juga malam ni. Haha.

About Me:

1. My full name is Nurfarahin binti Kamaruzaman.
2. I born 2 months earlier from the actual prediction.
3. Today I'm 7teen young. Ahh getting older..
4. From Kluang to Johor Bahru, my first cry was at Hospital Sultanah Aminah JB.
5. I think I've stop growing because my height remains the same since last year, 157cm.
6. I hate to eat food that too sweet, too sour, too bitter, too salty. Tasteless is the best. Hehe
7. My tame name during primary school is Oshin. Haha. Konichiwa!
8. I hard to fall in love, hard to hate. But once it(hate) happens, the world just going to end.
9. I wears socks everyday, everytime since I was 6 years old. I'm wearing sock now! Huhu
10. People scare of me w/o reason. I've a dark-side. Hee
11. Forever in love with Super Junior and Kim Jong Woon. Unofficially they're mine! Hoho.

Questions from Ana eunnie:
1. Lagu kegemaran pada masa ini?
2. Drama Korea kegemaran?
3. Tempat percutian impian?
4. Bila pertama kali anda jatuh cinta?
5. Filem P. Ramlee kegemaran anda?
6. Warna kegemaran?
7. Fesyen kegemaran?
8. Kereta idaman anda?
9. Adakah anda seorang yang melatah?
10. Kalau budak2 buli awak, apa yang perlu awak buat?
11. Sebelum nak keluar kemana-mana, apa perkara penting yang perlu anda buat?

My Answers:

1. Rose by Lee Hi ^^
2. Err Queen In Hyun's Man
3. Korea maybe. Huhu
4. 13 years old. The last puppy love but the first love at the same time. Huhu
5. Asal ada P.Ramlee ,, semua bedal. Hihi
6. Blue, Black, Brown, Orange, Grey
7. Tak hadap sangatlah fesyen bagai ni. Pakai je lah apa yang ada. Asal tutup aurat sudah.
8. Honda maybe? Ni pun tak berapa tahu sangat. Kalau haiwan tunggangan idaman tahulah. Kuda~
9. Nauzubillah. Toksahlah nak melatah bagai. Buat penyakit je.
10. Kalau gegurl, layan je lah. Kalau boboy, melayang semua nanti.
11. Make sure everything sudah ditutup dan dikunci. Eh! Jangan kunci pintu dulu. Belum keluar lagi.

My Questions:
1. Usually kalau tunai puasa sunat or ganti, suka pilih hari/bulan(hijriah) apa?
2. Apakah haiwan tunggangan idaman awak? Hihi
3. Apakah tabiat pelik/buruk awak?
4. Suka baca novel grafik(komik) tak? Tajuk tajuk? Hee
5. Apakah cita-cita awak ketika kecil?
6. Apakah prinsip kehidupan awak?
7. Guru kegemaran awak? Berikan sebab.
8. Siapakah orang yang pertama mengajar awak mengenal huruf jawi dan mengaji?
9. Apa pandangan awak tentang jam? Hee uji minda,,uji minda
10. Apakah permainan paling bangang bagi awak?
11. Dalam 99 Asmaul Husna, pilih satu yang menambat hati. Huhu

The Victims:

1. http://bajuwarnacoklat.blogspot.com/
2. http://aiendaksempoi.blogspot.com/
3. http://www.ladyainaa.com/
4. http://saialovehaters.blogspot.com/
5. http://bigbangluvers.blogspot.com/
6. http://farahdeenafisal.blogspot.com/
7. http://greennyworldland.blogspot.com/
8. http://sunnyxandra.blogspot.com/
9. http://gojesyoja.blogspot.com/
10. http://bookofpossibility.blogspot.com/
11. http://sns-sitinur.blogspot.com/

Answer my questions please! Hee



Jatuh Tercalar Lagi


Assalamualaikum...
Ewahhh tajuk kemain. Sedih sayu pilu saja bunyinya. Huhu. By the way, post kali ini bukan about hati ya. Actually hendak habaq mai about my hadiah yang diberi oleh ayah. What's it? Skuter lerr. Hehe. I thought birthday tahun ini tiada hadiah. Sebenarnya, it's not even a necessary for me. Tapi siapa tak suka dapat hadiah, right? Ayah hadiahkan skuter kepada Farahin even birthday Farahin dah lepas. Tak salah I got it on March. Tiba-tiba je gedebuk keluar dari poket ayah. Haha.

So, nak ceritalah ni. Beberapa minggu lepas Farahin dah terjatuhkan skuter tu. Adoii. Actually masa tu pergi kedai bonceng emak. Masa balik tu lah. Emak naik je Farahin rasa nak tumbang. Maklum, kaki sakit masa tu sebab beberapa hari sebelum tu kaki dah kena ganyang lumba lari 100 meter. Huhu. Tu yang tak dapat tahan. Dah calar body skuter Farahin yang cun tu. Hukhuk.

Hari ni pulak, adoiiyaii jatuh lagilah pulakkk. Aishh jinjja. Masa nak parking masuklah. Farahin tongkat sebelah dan tinggal sekejap nak buka pagar. Tak alih-alih bushhh tumbang. Cepat-cepat Farahin angkat my shayunk tu. Sekali tengok dah macam sardin atas jalan. Dah lah beso. Bulat. Merah pula tu. Haha. Huhh. Dah tambah lagi calar. Tsk tsk. Suwei suwei.

Farahin still tak biasa lagi bawa skuter/motosikal ni. Guna signal pun terhagak-hagak sampai hilang tumpuan. Tapi kalau nak handle brek, press kuat tu dah lepas dah. Kekeke. Apapun, Farahin still tak berani bawa ke jalan besar. Mak oii cari mautlah gitu. Okey. Till then, done here. Malas nak tulis banyak-banyak. Hee.

Happy Blogging!

Iman kita umpama pokok. Untuk memastikan ia tumbuh dengan subur, bajalah ia dengan amar ma'ruf. Dan pagari dia dengan nahi munkar. Iman memang sukar untuk dijaga tetapi ia tidak mustahil.

p/s: Next week ada paper Fizik, Pend.Islam and Bio. The last week. Lepeh tu cutiii!



Unknown Feeling





There's a name written in my heart
a face wandering around my mind
a voice vividly hit my hearing
I wish that person is here
smile at me and say that everything is alright
make me feel better and stop worrying too much
Ahh I feel like my head going to explode
This heart really torn out =(


Assalamualaikum...
Hmm hari ini no paper for me. Untuk sehari ini Farahin bebas daripada belengu peperiksaan. Ho ho ho ho. However, esok ada paper add math. Aishh jinjja! Hope everything will be fine and just nice. Walaupun tiada apa-apa paper hari ini, Farahin tetap datang ke sekolah. Well, kata nak jadi pelajar yang baik kann. Haha. Datang sekolah but nothing to do selain buat ulangkaji sendiri. Chinese and Indians busy dengan paper mereka. But then, Farahin tak dapat concentrate 100% dengan my revision. Why? Nan molla. Huhu. Hati asyik rasa tak sedap sahaja. Fikiran rasa buntu, sempit, tertekan sangat. I don't know why. Buku add math asyik buka tutup buka tutup saja. Kalkulator tu Farahin asyik tenung lama-lama. Sebab kat cover and body kalkulator tu Farahin tulis nama "Yesung" Farahin even beri nama kalkulator 570 tu Yesung sebab ia penting in any subject macam Yesung oppa yang penting bagi Farahin. Huhu. At last, Farahin keluarkan buku conteng Farahin wrote some words like above. Farahin cuma luahkan apa yang Farahin rasa. Whateverlah even grammar or what tunggang tonggeng terbalik, diri Farahin sendiri memang sudah terbalik masa tu. Apapun, orang yang Farahin maksudkan dalam kata-kata itu is uri Yesung oppa. Yeah. Farahin tahu I shouldn't think too much about him. Bukannya oppa tak makan, tak tidur di sana kan. Nak nak lagi, bukannya oppa jauh luar dari Korea. He still there. Cuma daerah saja yang lain. Tapi Farahin rasa terlalu jauh dengan oppa. Hmm. Entahlah. Hope hal ni takkan terjadi masa paper add math esok. InshaAllah. Tadi di sekolah pun selepas rehat, me and my gang tolong cikgu isi borang soal selidik di Chemistry lab. Then selepas tu bila dah siap, ada seorang girl tu bawa netbook. So my gang pun main-mainlah dengan netbook girl tu. Farahin duduk diam je monyokkan muka dengan hati yang remuk. Yet Farahin terdengar mereka hendak played lagu Super Junior Mr Simple. Yeah. I was interested. But then, rasa macam . . . ."tak payahlah. Tak payahlah buka lagu Mr.Simple" Kenapa Farahin rasa macam tu? Farahin takut banjir pula Chemistry lab dengan my tears tak pasal-pasal. Even Farahin ni jenis ego untuk menangis, tapi kalau desperate nak buat macam mana lagi? Baldi dah penuh, air mesti melimpah punya kann. Huhh. Okaylah. Till then, done here. Happy Blogging! Thank you for read.


p/s: Goodluck for my add math paper. Hwaiting!


Sorry Sorry

Thanks to Sarah for sharing this img..

Assalamualaikum...
Hello, peeps! Hmm Farahin tak tahu hendak cerita apa sepanjang exam month ni. Anyway, this 12th May I've story to tell. But before that, a warning! It's a fangirling post. Huhu. Petang tadi kira-kira jam 2.20 petang when I was doing my revision, kebetulan Nasional fm mainkan lagu Sorry Sorry Super Junior. Farahin pun apa lagi. Cepat-cepat kuatkan volume. Hehe. Kepala terhangguk-hangguk, mulit terkumit-kumit menyanyi lagu Sorry Sorry sambil tunduk baca modul Chemistry. But then, sampai satu part, suddenly Farahin rasa sebak sangat. Why? Sebab that time part Yesung oppa. I miss him. Really miss. Dari MV Sorry Sorry lah Farahin accidentally fall in love towards Yesung oppa. Aishh lagilah bikin sebak bila teringat pasal tu. Now oppa di kem tentera struggling with guns and bullets. Hope he is well. I just found that my oppa ada masalah back disc. Yah! That's really hurt! I know it! I just learned about bones in my Biology subject. Ahh poor oppa. Yalah. Mana taknya. Oppa dah banyak kali cedera. Huhh. Apapun, really hope he in a well health. Farahin tak dapat nak view apa-apa story about oppa sebab internet Farahin giler slow macam sloth. Pfft! Nappeun maxis! Okaylah. Till then, goodnight. To Yesung oppa, goodnight also. Take care your health and enjoy the 'holiday'. We'll meet again soon after the 2 years. Gaja! Hwaiting!

I've no other 'abang' besides Yesung oppa..


Hashtag : WeWillWaitYesung



Langit

Dirimu umpama langit
dekat pandangan
namun jauh beribuan
tenang
tetapi cukup membuat hati ini tidak keruan
luas
tetapi serasa sempit di dada
indah
namun tetap terasa sakit di dalam
jelas
tetapi kekal menjadi ilusi
direnung dan ditatap
namun mustahil untuk dicapai
tingginya tiada yang berubah
tetapi terasa seolah semakin jauh
dirindui
namun ragu-ragu untuk disisipkan di dalam hati
apabila awan meliputi
ku pejamkan mata
tidurkan akal
dan mula bermimpikan dirimu


It's hard to say whether I hate it or not when I accidentally dreamed of you almost each night. But it really disturbing my mind, my heart, my soul, even my emotion. Hmm


p/s: I really having hair loss during this Mid Year Exam. Aishh jinjja!

Month Of Exam

Kyaa! Who thinks this spontaneous pose is kyute?! XD

Assalamualaikum..
Kyaa~! Andwae! Esok sudah mula my mid year exam! Aishh, jinjja. Starting 7th May untill 22nd May 2013. Aigoo. Botaklah kepala kalau begini. Tension tension tension. Plus, revision pun baru hendak start. Hehe. Esok Bahasa Melayu. Hope soalan semuanya mudah-mudah belakan uhm uhm gitu. Haha. Impossible? Who cares? Tiada salahnya untuk berharap, kan? It's still a doa. Huhu.

Anyway, hari ini di sekolah macam hampeh sahaja. My class only has 7 students. Aishh. Apa? Ingat hari ini cutikah? Perasan lebihlah orang Kluang ni. Haha. Tapi bertuah juga datang sekolah hari ini. My Math teacher gave us a revision book of FocuSSuperb Mathematics for free to the 7 students who attended. Ah, jeongmal gomawoyo! Huhu. Alhamdulillah.

ps: Aja aja hwaiting! Gudluck for our Mid Year Exam! My Allah Bless All of us!